contributed by Nique
Our time is perfect together
Everything is “we”, “our”, future plans, meshed goals
And then reality steps in and I can’t help but to question if you’re really mine
We’re always in our own world
Never forgetting our boundaries but sometimes getting lost in ourselves
And I’m happy….
More happy than I can ever remember being
I’m content and I’m at peace
And then “it” happens again and I feel alone in a world that felt so full only seconds ago
We talk about love
We talk about life
We talk about downfalls and triumphs
And then I let my mind slip into a space where we can truly co-exist as equals
Where we are partners beyond partnership
And companions one breath away from being one person
And then “she” happens and I second guess your very apparent existence in my life
Are you really here?
Do you feel what I feel?
And am I worth the fight?
Because if not then save me from myself and let me go
Break my heart and watch from a distance while it heals
Destroy my soul and imagine what my worth will be once it’s restored
If your love is as real as you say it is
If you care as much as you say you do
Then be by my side when everything tells you not to
Trust in my heart when you can’t trust in yours
And love me, even when you find it difficult to love yourself
And believe me when I say that I am once in a lifetime
So cherish me while I allow you to
Or suffer with only seeing a glimpse of me in your dreams